*****THIS.....******
Is what fell out.... And I just cried and cried for like 10 minutes.... over a STUPID binky!!!!
I will back up a little...On tuesday Gunner was playing around with his binky, and I took it away teasing him and hid it, well almos the whole day went by and I realized that he had gone the whole day, (nap and all) without it.... so I decided to test him and see how long this really could last that he would not notice or not care, because until now him and that binky have seemed to be quite inseperable.....well now here we are Firday night and he is sound asleep WITHOUT his Binky. ......And only ONCE has he even asked for it!!!!
I know I should be jumping up for joy to have that thing GONE, and should be ecstatic that is was so EASY, but I am not........ I am so sad..... what is wrong with me ?!?!?!?! As I was taking his sleepy little self out of the car tonight, I wanted nothing more than to go grab that darn binky ( I have not thrown them away yet) and put it in his mouth...... and I was strong and resisted the temptation, but oh I wanted to so bad!!!!
It was the last thing that made my Baby a Baby..... He is growing up so fast, and I just am not so sure I am ready for him to!!!! He is turning into a Big boy and I thought I had made it clear with him that he was not supposed to do that to me, So if anyone know any special secret to keeping them little please PlEaSe PLEASE share!!!!!
And PS, I might need someone to sneak in my house and throw them darn binkies away cause I am just no so sure I can do it :)