Happy Birthday Braxton !!!!!

I can't believe my little buddy is 7 today!!!!! He is not my little boy anymore!!!! I love him so much and love that he is such a little sweetheart!!!! He is such a good big brother to gunner and such a good little brother to Cambria, I love that they are all like best friends!!!I can't believe that he is growing up, he gets to start football this year and to me that just makes him BIG :( i can't believe my kids are growing up right before my eyes.... I love you Braxton more than you will ever know, I love the joy you bring to my life.... happy birthday baby!!!!!!

Justin Bieber!!!!!

I can officially say Cambria is no longer my little girl :( Her cousin Shay invited her to go to the Justin Bieber concert with her and with much hesitation, i decided to let her go!!!!!! Me and Paul took the down there, and of course we had to stop at the Mall on the way to get Cambria a justin Bieber shirt to wear!!!! While we were at the mall, Paul asked Cambria what she was going to do when Justin Bieber came out, and she said "I'm going to yell JUSTIN BIEBER IS HOT"
AAAAHHHH.... that is NOT my little girl!!!! :(

here is her and her cousin on the way there.... they were so excited!!!


I was having some major anxiety about leaving my 9 year old with her 13 year old cousin at a concert by themselves... it did make me feel a little better that there were about 2 million little girls , but still ugh, thats my little girl!!! Me and Paul headed to dinner and while we were there Shay kindly sent me a message with this picture.....
That said 'we found our seats"

I might of almost had an anxiety attack , but in the end they WERE ok and they had so much fun, they both were so excited and couldn't stop talking the whole way home.... they said "he said that all the girls in utah are so hot and Cambria said i told him thank you :) LOL I guess it will be something those two will remember the rest of there lives!!!

Happy birthday to my little mr. Gun Bum!!!!!

Somehow... this....



became this......

Overnight, and I don't like it one bit!!!! My little boy turns 3 today and I am not sure how to feel about this...... he is such a big boy and won't even begin to pretend he is still my baby even for a second.... I asked him this morning if he was going to turn 3 and be my baby again and he said "noooo..... mom I am your bid boy....sowwy!!!" :( :(
He is my little buddy, but even more so his dads, if paul is around he is 100% attached to his hip!!! Sometimes I have to admit this can be nice, but lately I am not really liking it much......
He loves everyone he always tells me and Paul "you are da best mommy and daddy eva" and if you say gun I don't think you love me anymore he says " ya i do" and then smothers you with kisses!~!!!!
He is still such a little shit and you can definatly tell he is the baby!!! he is so funny and definatly the best form of entertainment!!!!!He seriously keep us laughing all day!!!! he loves to torment Braxton and Cambria, but i guess thats what little brothers are for!!!!!!
I love him so much and can't imagine my life without him!! Happy birthday gunner and heres wishing this next year will go just a tad slower I'm not sure what I will do with myself when my baby is FOUR~!!!!!!